We love the hum of crowds, their jostling, anonymous company, when, with friends, we climb the stairs, joking with each other, on the way to our seats in the Poetry Arena, for Poetry March Madness.
After these two matches, all 64 contestants will have made their sublime presence known against an opponent in the 2020 Scarriet March Madness—its 10th anniversary.
Ten years of Poetry March Madness on Scarriet. It’s hard to believe.
What do you think, Marla? A proud moment, huh?
Marla Muse: It’s only time, Tom. Don’t be so full of yourself. It’s only time.
True, Marla, true.
The fans are crazy about this contest. Here’s one of the most haunting love poems ever written, “Litany” by 7th seeded Carolyn Creedon:
Tom, will you let me love you in your restaurant?I will let you make me a sandwich of your invention and I will eat it and callit a carolyn sandwich. Then you will kiss my lips and taste the mayonnaise andthat is how you shall love me in my restaurant.Tom, will you come to my empty beige apartment and help me set up my daybed?Yes, and I will put the screws in loosely so that when we move on it, later,it will rock like a cradle and then you will know you are my baby.Tom, I am sitting on my dirt bike on the deck. Will you come out from the kitchenand watch the people with me?Yes, and then we will race to your bedroom. I will win and we will tangle upon your comforter while the sweat rains from our stomachs and foreheads.Tom, the stars are sitting in tonight like gumball gems in a little girl’sjewelry box. Later can we walk to the duck pond?Yes, and we can even go the long way past the jungle gym. I will push you onthe swing, but promise me you’ll hold tight. If you fall I might disappear.Tom, can we make a baby together? I want to be a big pregnant woman with aloved face and give you a squalling red daughter.No, but I will come inside you and you will be my daughter.Tom, will you stay the night with me and sleep so close that we are one person?No, but I will lie down on your sheets and taste you. There will be feathersof you on my tongue and then I will never forget you.Tom, when we are in line at the convenience store can I put my hands in yourback pockets and my lips and nose in your baseball shirt and feel the crookof your shoulder blade?No, but later you can lie against me and almost touch me and when I go I willleave my shirt for you to sleep in so that always at night you will be pressedup against the thought of me.Tom, if I weep and want to wait until you need me will you promise that somedayyou will need me?No, but I will sit in silence while you rage, you can knock the chairs downany mountain. I will always be the same and you will always wait.Tom, will you climb on top of the dumpster and steal the sun for me? It’s justhanging there and I want it.No, it will burn my fingers. No one can have the sun: it’s on loan from God.But I will draw a picture of it and send it to you from Richmond and then youcan smooth out the paper and you will have a piece of me as well as the sun.Tom, it’s so hot here, and I think I’m being born. Will you come back fromRichmond and baptize me with sex and cool water?I will come back from Richmond. I will smooth the damp spiky hairs from theback of your neck and then I will lick the salt off it. Then I will leave.Tom, Richmond is so far away. How will I know how you love me?I have left you. That is how you will know
..
the voice you hear
from long ago
could be the voice
of all the snows
could be the light of all the stars
of all the feelings near or far
you felt just when
the world was new
until the sorrows
ransacked you
Both poets are from the American South—which implies poems of heartbreak and pessimism, and a beauty of decay which is sadder and more beautiful than anything. In the calm evening the poets circle each other. It’s a shame that someone has to lose.
Nothing is possible anymore between me
And a nineteen year old girl, just as nothing
was possible when I was nineteen
years old. I listened to them carefully, they ruffled my hair,
they’d gently reject my touches, no, Dan,
you are not like this, you are a poet. They came
to me for therapy, they’d come with their eyes in tears
to the poet. I was a poet and everyone was in love
around the poet and none with him.
The poet would go out every evening
quaking like a tectonic wave and
in the morning he’d come back humiliated
in his heart—the quakes moving
for nothing, under uninhabited regions.
It’s impossible to define “poet” without intellectual bragging in a high-toned manner which no one quite believes, on one hand, or sounding the alarm against falsity and the fake, on the other. If a poet is truly praised, the definition begins to leave the poet behind; despite Shelley’s “Defense,” for instance, no one looks at today’s poets and then believes what Shelley said. In this poem, Sociu manages to capture better than anyone, what’s going on underneath what all of us talk about when we talk about the “poet.” “Nimic Nu Mai E Posibil” manages to sympathize, laud, pity, and disdain what a poet is in a manner visionary, intimate, grounded, and sublime.
Ninth seeded Ben Mazer is one of our best living poets. In “Cirque D’etoiles,” the sublime keeps gaining speed as we read:
And after all is made a frozen waste
of snow and ice, of boards and rags. . .
if I should see one spark of permanent,
… one chink of blue among the wind-blown slags
approaching thus, and mirroring my surmise,
one liquid frozen permanence, your eyes. . .
should meet you at the end of time
and never end. . .
for always, even past death, you are my friend. . . .
and when at last it comes, inevitable,
that you shall sit in furs at high table
(for what other fate can one expect?)
dispensing honours, correlating plans
for every cause, for education, science. . .
what will I miss? how can I not be there?
who see you sputtering wordless in despair. . .
as I do now “miss nothing, nothing”
and to know you are some other man’s
(the stupid jerk), who once had your compliance. . .
and do these things ever end? (and if so, where?)
I ask myself, and should I feel despair?
to know, to love, to know, and still not care?
in winter, spring, and summer, and in fall,
on land or sea, at any time at all,
to know that half the stars on each night shine,
the other half are in your eyes, and mine. . .
and what is there? And what, I ask, is there?
Only these hurt and wounded orbs I see
nestled against a frozen stark brick wall. . .
and there are you, and there is me,
and that is all, that is all. . .
How from this torment can I wrestle free?
I can’t. . . . for thus is my soliloquy.
And you shall sit there serving backers tea.
And running ladies circles. Think of me. . .
Think of me, when like a mountainous waste
the night’s long dreaming stretches to a farther coast
where nothing is familiar. . . two paths that may have crossed
discover what had long been past recall. . .
that nothing’s really changed at all,
that we are here!
Here among flowering lanterns of the sea,
finite, marking each vestige of the city
with trailing steps, with wonder, and with pity!
And laugh, and never say that you feel shitty,
are one whose heart is broken, like this ditty.
And think that there is nothing there to miss.
Think “I must not miss a thing. I must not miss
the wraps, the furs, the teaspoon, or the kiss.”
And end in wishes. And leave not this abyss.
For all is one, beginning as it’s done.
Never forgetting this, till I am no one.
There is no formula that can forget. . .
these eyes pierce though ten thousand suns have set,
and will keep setting. . . now tuck in your head,
the blankets folded, and lay down in your bed.
And stir the stars, long after we are dead.
The fans are on their feet for both Dan Sociu and Ben Mazer.
The first round of Sublime March Madness action is complete.
The poets gather in the rotunda for music and wine.
Some make their way down the wooded pathways towards the sighing shore alone.